a violin & viola recital
A memoir in thirteen pieces
Katherine Hamlin
violin & viola
Spark —
so she gets to be there for it after all.
The haunted thing. The one with the blocking force. We start here on purpose — not because it is safe, but because walking through the door is the whole point of being here.
Recording coming.
Love's sorrow. What love leaves behind when it has been real — not the forgetting, but the shape of it that stays. The footprints in the snow.
Recording coming.
Love arriving. A greeting. The moment before anything goes wrong — when it is only itself, uncomplicated, given freely.
Recording coming.
Passage. Last song. The thing that moves across the water without disturbing it — grace that comes from not holding on.
Recording coming.
Sighs. The middle voice — the one that carries the wound between the brightness above and the depth below. Ajah chose this one. After passage, before survival. The breath that happens in between.
Recording coming — awaiting piano accompaniment.
Survival. What persists after everything is taken. Not triumph — something quieter and more stubborn than triumph. Still here.
Recording coming.
Moonlight. The interior world. What is happening inside while the surface stays composed. This piece does not perform — it simply is.
Recording coming.
Mirror in the mirror. Silence with edges. Two voices moving so slowly they seem still — and yet arriving, always, somewhere new.
Recording coming.
The present moment. Always moving, never the same water twice, never stopping to grieve the water that has passed.
Recording coming.
From Howl's Moving Castle. Wonder. The child that survived everything and still looks up. This one is for her.
Recording coming.
Cinema love. The love that gets scored because it cannot be spoken plainly. The kind that requires an orchestra to say the one true thing.
Recording coming.
What was real and is gone. The simplest possible statement of loss — four chords, one question, no resolution. Why she had to go.
Recording coming.
The bridge that only works once, if you believe it completely. The photograph of your own face in love. We end here — not because it is the end, but because this is where we always find ourselves: reaching across time toward something we have not lost, only not reached yet.
Recording coming.
The violin does not take pressure.
Intense moments build slowly.
She sings without knowing how loud she is.
So does the woman playing her.